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i woke up with abdominal pains which i thought were nothing. 

jackie and i picked up jj then picked up mikey in the afternoon. 

we were supposed to go pumpkin picking but that turned into us wanting to go to a haunted house

us wanting to go to a haunted house turned into us going to jjs house to get extra hoodies so we could go to ninham

going to ninham turned into us getting lost near fishkill and then wanting to go to IHOP

wanting to go to IHOP turned into us going to the $2 movie theater to see The Last Exorcism 

us seeing The Last Exorcism turned into me running out of the theater and throwing up a whole lot

me throwing up a whole lot turned into me feeling better and watching the rest of the movie

once the movie was finished, the pains got unbearable so jj, mike and jackie had to rush me to the hospital

i have never been in so much pain. once i got there i broke down because i literally thought i was dying or that something very bad was happening to me and dying is one of my BIGGEST fears. 

they hooked me up to an IV and gave me medicine, they told me i have a really bad stomach virus.

i have never been so grateful for my life, it sounds pathetic but when i say dying is my biggest fear, i mean it. 

i am also so grateful for the friends i have, they made me feel so safe and comfortable and they were there for me through everything.